i'm so sorry..dint realised i haven't blogged for such a long time..there were exams and when they are finally over the lessons continued and it felt like ..it's endless..i cant imagine walking down this road and not abling to take a break anytime..there aren't any chairs for me to rest and there aren't any shops for me to go in and relax..this road's so long and i cant wait to see the end of it..sighs..

exams were okay..i dint really do well..i'm officially declaring that i'm going to poly i think..did badly for mid-yrs..got 20 points..when i start thinking that it's bcuz nanyang papers are harder..i feel that i shouldn' t be thinking this way cuz it'll be like i'm letting my guards down right?den what if i do badly for o's juz bcuz i have this kinda mindset..then again..if this is normal standard den i'm really doing veh badly..i'm so confused and everything..

and exams are juz over and we havent really gotten over our poor results and the sch's getting us to do the dsa stuff..i was in a dilemma between vj and nj..i was thinking whether i shld dsa to nj or merit to vj..and i dint realise i shld juz dsa to both..but anw nj application closes today so it's rush and everything..so i applied for vj and rj..dun ask me why i dun wanna go hci..but i think i'm really set on not going hci..sorry if i disappoint u guys..but i juz cant imagine myself going there..i dun think i'll like it..and i want a change of environment..so yeaps..we can still meet up every now and den and we can exchange tales about each other's schools instead of hearing the same things cuz we're in the same school..that'll be good wont it?

it's really been a tiring week and it felt like a year had juz passed..i could barely rmb what happened on monday and tuesday..it felt like those things happened ages ago..it's bad i think..and there's so much stuff going on..juz hope i wont break down..

i'm getting pissed off at my clit teacher cuz she sucks and she thinks that we only take clit..whatever..juz hope things will turn out better..

really tired
-dar-