I DUN WANNA STUDY ANYMORE!!GRRR...

-dar-

hello everyone! :D
sorry haven blogged for so long.
but hey i'm back!!!


haha anyway...
thx everyone!
was so gan dong this morning!!!
omg lar.
jie fu u bluff me u needed to get tutorial frm fj cos u din do it -.-
n i really believed u!!!
haha THANK YOU SO MUCH happy dancer family!

omg i'm so xing fu lar.
i thank my lucky stars everyday that i scored well enough to come hc.
not cos of anything, but because u all are here!
:D
I LOVE YOU ALL TO BITS!!!



anyway...
pee. jiayou.
u're exams are coming up!
dun be like me.
start studying early k.
now that dance is officially over, i hope u dun feel as lost as i did last year.
always rmb, even though u've left, u'll nvr really leave unless u let ur heart leave.
we haven't, cos we're still stuck there.
we go back as often as we can.
so yep.
even though things wun be the same, it'll have to be enough. after all, that's wat batch after batch of seniors went through.
so jiayou.
the all important O's is coming nearer.
so show tt tchr u can do it! :D


anyway...
was reading nycd blog yesterday night.
reading about all the sec 4s officially leaving just transported me back to the day we had our farewell. and opening. and arts fest.
and the heart wrenching feeling came back.
it's not milder after all these time. it's still as painful. we always say we'll always be part of nycd, but it's still different. no more laoshi to scold. no more pretty dance studio. no more 3 to 6+ tues n fridays. no more trng as and when we like during breaks. it's all over.

but the memories stay as fresh.

and there'll be more to create, with the happy dancer family!
i'm so glad i came to nycd in the first place. if not i'll nvr have met u all.
THANKS SO MUCH AGAIN!
*MUACKS!


-kaishi-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHI!!!

*grins!!!

now that you're seventeen...
it's really time to grow up!!! HAHAHA!!!
lalala....

haha, i'm like saying “happy birthday kaishi" everywhere.... hahaha!!

photos!
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=8AYsWzhw0ct2GD&notag=1

-liying

it's always this day that all sec four dancers of each batch dread. you want to hang on but you've no choice. it's like having to be forced out of home. and soon when you step back in there, you'll feel a little funny. it feels so familiar yet so distant. after four years there, it's hard to get out of the routine of going to cca after school on tuesdays and fridays. your body clock has already been customed to getting to dance studio at 3 and leaving at 6+. when you are no long expected at cca, and supposed to be home studying, you'll be feeling weird and wondering what you're doing at home at that time. and then you'll be thinking what they might be doing at that moment in the dance studio. and you're missing it all out. you feel like teleporting urself back into the studio. but it's impossible to do so.

all you have left now are memories. things will be different from now on.

yall nvr post..but nvm..
i'm officially stepping down alr..but farewell's in two weeks' time and i'll hafta join them for it.i'm looking forward to it..

kinda sad yall nvr go ytd..i guess the perf was great.our last dance.and for finale we had to sing time to say goodbye. i dun wanna say goodbye yet.i dun wanna leave it and i cant get over the fact that i'm leaving.but i'll go and visit them whenever i can.

-idunwannaleave-
love,
-dar-

i've got something to announce: i've rejected rj's offer..
u can say i'm mad but i juz dint feel like taking it and i really wanna go vj..and they only gave me a night to consider.wth lah..it's so dumb can.and the school fees there is like 322 bucks..totally cant afford this cuz my sis' going uni le and i will bet anithing that the sch fees is much much more higher than that..with all the enrichment fees and stuff..so i went to collect the form ytd afternoon and i turned them down last night..i'll work extra hard to go vj and be a happy gal there=) thou laoshi encourages me to go rj..sighs..

prelims' coming le..
love
-dar-

HEYHEY!!!
UPDATES UPDATES!!! HAHAHA

I did my tutorial 6a!!!
the first page, minus qn 8.
having a break now, coz i was hungry. haha
i'm going to continue to finish question 8 later.
heh.
mrs yap only told us to do until first page for tuesday's tutorial.
I'm so happy!! hahaha.

coz i managed to do all the questions. though i took a pathetically long time.
errmmm, really really long. the whole of today i only did that.
initially did really slow.
but i'm picking up!
yay!!
congrats to me.
but i've got much more work to do.
i'm going to sleep late tonight.
coz i need to resesarch for pw.
if not i'll feel so bad.

oh no, just remembered there's still physics spa to study!
i'm quite scared actually. haiz.

alright, i guess that's all. take care everyone yar!
oops. my break is becuming an hour soon. haha!!

-liying

hmph!yall discuss all about studying group and neglect me!!muz drag me along to study!!it's a bit more than a month to prelims!!grrr..i wanna die alr..i haven't started at all can?!and i'm still going out tmr to play and sunday we're going jesslyn's hse to settle the dance stuff...haiz..i really wanna die liao!!haiz....nxt time yall die die muz drag me to go study tog can?!

and we still cant dance properly!!i veh sad..grrr..there's not a lot of feelings in our dance and it's like so screwed..i'd rather not dance now..sighs..i'm so sad..

love,
-dar-

hi pple!

in case u're wondering why i so long nv blog le.
its cos..
im officially DEAD for blocks..
'U' all the way i guess.
and my mum kind of hinted tt i should stop using the com.
i have been pondering (whoa) for the past few days..
about my future (WHOA) and i realised its bleak. LOL.
so lets jia you for promos k!
i wun come online le... unless got some REALLY fun stuff to share.
or got some official stuff to do.
so dun miss me yar?
but i promise to read the updates here whenever i can
which is when my mum is not at home la. haha!

love yall!

p.s when's our study date and bonding session ar?!

-tiNg

STUDDYY!!!!
oh my goodness...
i really cannot believe it!!
we're really into the study mood.
although we may not be really studying whenever we can.
but at least we're in the mood, and trying!!
that's the first step!!
jiayou ok everyone!!
we'll be good girls in academics, while improving on our dance at the same time!!!

errm so what am i doing here!! hahaha!!!
love you all!!
-liying

ooh!
really?
haha so qiao liying!
erm u were writing where?
on e place i'm not supposed to noe of isit?
can i go see?
just suddenly rmb everything lor.
I MISS NYCD!!!
hiaz.


anyway...
studying!
tmr can?
i tink i'm free :D
n y tues dun run?
haha it's ok i can run myself :D

wed MUST stay back k!
liting it's directed at u.
n dajie u too.
:D


eh i want to study, but i need someone to make me start!
i always take out my file, den shove it back cos i dun wanna start. so let's meet to study tgt!!!
:D

ahh short post. but i only wanted to reply to liying's qiao thingy.
n i've flooded e tagboard liao.
so i posted :D


-kaishi-

omgoodness!!
kaishi!! you know what?!!
i just read your blog!
and it was about almost the same thing as what i was thinking and writing a few days back!!!
HAHAHA
what great minds we have!

-liying

HEY!!
when's our family gathering?!!!!!!!
argghhh!!
it's been cancelled again and again!! hurhur...
and let's start our studying plan this week alright?!
the first week's gone!
we must really get started...
kor and da sao!! we've got physics spa in t3w4!!

ok...
so can we get started on like errm one chapter of math this week? and errrmmm one chapter of chem?? and errm what??
hahaha
please suggest.
oh kaishi, this tuesday no running please!
hahaha...
we start the week after =)

and wednesday staying back again?? hahaha.
kor.. quite productive eh? hahaha!!
BUT PLEASE DO THE STEPS OUT PROPERLY!!!

lovelove
-liying

hi family..i'm not supposed to be using com now..but heck care..mum wont wake up again anw..

yeah kaishi..we haven't been doing any proper warm up at all for a super long time..so it was damn shuang yesterday doing everything at one go although it's damn tiring and i have muscle aches today!!grrr...and how did u get ur stomach muscles?!i oso want..but i want a bit can alr..dun want the super obvious one..veh ugly..hahahs...

yay..portugal vs germany tonight..have i mentioned it?cant be bothered to check so i shall say again if i've said alr..i support portugal but i think germany will win..hahhas..C.ronaldo rocks..but kahn's the goalkeeper for germany tonight so it's hard to say..i hate lehman now..dunno how to spell his name and cant be bothered to spell it right..grrr.he's the most irritating thing on earth man..he was indirectly insulting kahn can!!grrr!!watever...sadd....

still got three hours to go b4 the match starts..what shall i do??mayb i shall get some work done..haven't gotten any done today..sighs..i shall be hardworking!!and i dun think i told yall this: i'm going vj!!hhas..not like i'm confirm going alr..but iwanna go there lah..yeah..and i can go beach everyday!!hahahs..so fun!!but i heard they do pe there oso..so have to run there..think i'll die first..sighs...

-dar-

hello family!

oh yar erm liying.
if we had betted u would have won haha cos i got 16/95 for maths


n pee!
haha cca yesterday was veh fun leh!
haha n all e crappy weird split thingy audrey taught us.
but ur dance is very nice!
so jealous.
n u all really nvr do barre for very long liao isit?
everyone was so tired!
haha i lasted though, and wasn't tired.
all thx to xx.
-.-
but it's so fun to do ny barrework!
at least it's more familiar,
and i noe tt my hands are where they should be.
barrework at hc's a little confusing.
hiaz i just suck.

n n n bonding session?
when r we having it?
i wan!


n guess wat?
i got stomach muscles!
got the lines!!!
wahahaha it's getting toned!
:D


i got nth to say liao.
oh yar one more thing.
I LOVE MY HAPPY DANCER FAMILY!!!
:D:D:D


-kaishi-

i'm so sorry darling family!!i haven't blogged for so long..i've been so busy and i dint have time to come online..hahas..

today's trng was so tiring ..but it's damn shuang!!how i wish we can train like this for every trng..den i'll get nice muscle lines..haha..but it's going to make my legs look fat..

we're having soccer for our pe module now.!!so qiao..meet with world cup..hahas..den everytime nicole ong demo i can imagine c.ronaldo doing the same thing..AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!he's so cute!!yay..

naughty liting nvr come for food and fun fair!!hmph!and u still owe me 15 bucks..last time lent to ur darling brother to take cab one..hahs..i wont forget!!yay..

my eng teacher changed..it's a new teacher...she should be not bad lah...sighs..why muz my class be splitted up??grr...irritating...

i dunno what to say le..oh.. i forgot to ask kaishi to help me crack back today..thou rachel helped me..hahas..

love,
-dar-

hello! i'm back again.
haha.

you know what? my chinese paper starts at like errm 1? and ending at like 4..
hahaha
unless you all want to meet for dinner which is like highly impossible right.
i tink all your parents won't allow...
haiz.
so there goes the bonding session... unless you all want to meet tomorrow.
hahaha!!
youth day holidays are meant for the youth. heehee.

oh and kaishi, sorry forgot to tell you last night...
you can watch the matches on the internet since you dun have scv.
just that the screen is a bit small but at least still can watch if you really want to lah.

my muscles are aching too...
but still all right. not aching that badly heh.
one sad thing about all those aches.
my thigh muscles are aching. errm, only the right thigh. hahaha.
so congrats to my left thigh. hee!
one happy thing about the aches.
haha! my inner thighs are aching!!!!!
hahahaha.

ok, fullstop.
hee.

-liying

hello everyone!!!
:D

oh gosh liying be careful!
yes i nd ankle strenghtening too!!!
:D
and u arh, dun push urself k!
must be super careful!
haha n try for ur exams lar....unless u really dun feel confident.
if u are, den go for it!
haha dun like me lidat...
i took piano diploma smack in e middle of last yr's prelims!
siao. haha but can handle one lar...
just tt a bit stressed only. heh

oh, and...
blocks rawk.
i juSSST failed all :D
n i also got ppr on tues!
haha h1 lit.
but i dun care. to me blocks are over!


yes yes yes bonding session! super impt!when are we all free?
haha on tues? when all are done?
wat time does chi end anyway? cos we end at haha 1015


n haha going cut hair!
ahh random.


heh ny funfair.
eh i was there for short short time!
cos had to go peninsular plaza to collect my friend's wallet which was stolen and found in e men's toilet of the plaza.
-.-


anyways...
haha i'm aching!
i'm not going to use analgesic cream tonite.
it'll b interesting to see how i feel tmr!!!
haha i bet i carn get up due to muscle ache or sth.
i was so so so tired at town lar!!!
dragging myself arnd.


yay!!! cca officially starts again since blks are over!!!
so...family!
intensive dance trng!!!
ok???
haha den do we intensive wif everyone or just ourselves?
cos like veh bad if just ourselves...


n i wanna complain!!!
yesterday's germany vs argentina match...
i thot tv 2 n tv 3 got!
so i thot can watch.
cos they had all e previous matches mah.
but...
yesterday just din haf!!!
got some weird creepy serial.
hiaz.
damn pissed lar!
such an interesting match.
but haha results not veh interesting lar.
-.-


so...
liying jiayou!
we will jiayou tgt!

n everyone else...
rest well!
esp pee.
u've got to start mugging again soon girl!
jiayou!
:D


haha my fren consoled me while we were complaining tt we would nvr finish studying for blocks:
at least we've started mugging for promos!!!

-kaishi-

hey family! haha!!
how was funfair?
haiz...
i went for ballet class and guess what.
i couldn't even get up on the pointe.
when we were at the barre i was holding on to the barre dearly!!
haiz.

and when we went to do pointe in the center, i totally couldn't take it.
didn't dare to do at all...
coz any moment i would sprain my ankle. =((
it was wobbling all the time when i tried to go up when i knew i couldn't.
it couldn't wait to come down.
i feel so weak=(((

anyone want to join me for some ankle strengthening nxt week? hahaha.
and some technique building
hahaha.
i'm still thinking whether to take inter exams.
with this kind of standard...

ok someone please blog...
anyone feeling that you want to spend some money on a movie?
hahaha!!
i want to watch riding alone for thousands of miles!
the movie by zhang yi mou....

-liying