I'm back from NZ!
and kor's in malaysia now.. fj's at lep camp....
hope there's nothing much that i've missed while i'm away...
and hopefully everyone's still doing fine =)

i'm seriously proud of peehua.
for being so sure in what she wants.
trust me you wont get into poly definitely, unless you choose to.
quite true that if you were to think that ny standard is higher, you'll tend to relax. i guess that's what happened to me. always feeling so sure of nanyang standard, i forgot that it depends on me too... it's always that we're on the verge of giving up. you have two routes. either to hang on, or to give up. if you hold on and continue striving, i'm sure you'll make it to any school by merit. i dun actually have the right to say this here, coz i'm not setting a good example myself over here. poof. give yourself a break too, sometimes. but not break too much like i did, or you'll find it hard to get the momentum back again!

i'm glad that you've chosen to make a decision as to which school you want to get into. it's alright that you don't want to come to hci. i mean, it's your choice. just like we cannot force someone into something that they don't like. don't do it for us. nor for anyone else, but yourself. i'm regretting it a little. somehow just felt that hci was the school. but i don't know. sometimes i feel so confused. because it's cca appeal, you feel that you're not as good as other people. it's the mentality i guess. i mean if i'm willing to work hard and not think that i'm just as lousy no matter how hard i work, i guess i might be able to make it. i'm showing attitude in class and not trying to fit in. crap. i don't know if i'm really happy now. maybe dance is doing the job of making me happy...

dance gives you a good break!
so when you're stressed or vexed, dance.

if you want a break during a holidays, we can have a family gathering if you want. provided everyone's free!! haha!! my first 3 weeks are gone le. =( maybe we can have a family study session! hahhaa!! we'll work hard ok!
no matter which school you're going, we can always keep in touch! like now!! hahha!!

peehua, hold on there. you'll get to see the results at the end of this path that you choose. if you give up now, you may be happy now. but you'll only get to regret it when the day comes.
fengjun liting kaishi, we'll all dance hard ok! and study hard at the same time. we can't be good dancers if we cannot manage both. i'm going to try to achieve that! and we'll all do it together!

and see you guys on friday ok!
meanwhile, tare care!
lovelove!

-liying

i'm so sorry..dint realised i haven't blogged for such a long time..there were exams and when they are finally over the lessons continued and it felt like ..it's endless..i cant imagine walking down this road and not abling to take a break anytime..there aren't any chairs for me to rest and there aren't any shops for me to go in and relax..this road's so long and i cant wait to see the end of it..sighs..

exams were okay..i dint really do well..i'm officially declaring that i'm going to poly i think..did badly for mid-yrs..got 20 points..when i start thinking that it's bcuz nanyang papers are harder..i feel that i shouldn' t be thinking this way cuz it'll be like i'm letting my guards down right?den what if i do badly for o's juz bcuz i have this kinda mindset..then again..if this is normal standard den i'm really doing veh badly..i'm so confused and everything..

and exams are juz over and we havent really gotten over our poor results and the sch's getting us to do the dsa stuff..i was in a dilemma between vj and nj..i was thinking whether i shld dsa to nj or merit to vj..and i dint realise i shld juz dsa to both..but anw nj application closes today so it's rush and everything..so i applied for vj and rj..dun ask me why i dun wanna go hci..but i think i'm really set on not going hci..sorry if i disappoint u guys..but i juz cant imagine myself going there..i dun think i'll like it..and i want a change of environment..so yeaps..we can still meet up every now and den and we can exchange tales about each other's schools instead of hearing the same things cuz we're in the same school..that'll be good wont it?

it's really been a tiring week and it felt like a year had juz passed..i could barely rmb what happened on monday and tuesday..it felt like those things happened ages ago..it's bad i think..and there's so much stuff going on..juz hope i wont break down..

i'm getting pissed off at my clit teacher cuz she sucks and she thinks that we only take clit..whatever..juz hope things will turn out better..

really tired
-dar-

hello babes!

heh haven blogged for quite a while...
schedule quite hectic.
i've been slping at 1 plus am these past few nites!!!
so tired.
i'm going to kua diao liao.
lucky it's e end of term!
nxt wk's sabbaticals!
fun!
kayaking wif jie and jiefu! :D
den intro to dance. *laughs
haha but i'll be wif sam!!! :)


so pee how was ur exams?
din get to tok to u during cca today.


tmr's dance nite!
yay!
let's meet up for dinner.
:D
i nd to buy chocs and flowers.


haha so how was liying's interview?
she nvr got to tell us anything.
haha liting n fengjun were good!!! :D
LITING i saw lar.
u were GOOD!


was just thinking about syf nxt yr.
i dun really think we stand much of a chance.
hiaz.
so ny all e way!!! :D


n we're finally learning a dance!!!
dance!
not just technique anymore.
:D


happy!
haha cos of some things...

:D

the maddest one.
the one and only.
kaishi

I'M BLOGGIN!hahhas..EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!hehe..i'm so happy..i'm so glad!!!hillaroius..hahhas..

well..i wont say i'd do well for all my exams..let's see..english..no comments..hahhas..ss..ms rashidah said our papers were disastrous..i think mine's one of them...sighs..i dun really noe if i wrote down the correct factors..den hcl..no comments either..we all think that the paper's too lousy..hahhas..amath was hard too..but ms tan said those questions that she marked was not bad...dunno lahs..chem was hard too..but i hope i'll do okays..like at least fifty or sixty..i dun wanna disappoint ms tan..den history was okay..juz hope for a pass..i mean i cant really do history anw..emath was good..hahs..hope there isn't any careless mistakes..physics and clit was a total flop..i think i'll die damn badly especially physics..totally have no idea can!sighs..i think i'll juz hafta work harder..i dint miss out anithing i hope..hahhas...

tmr going out with my frens..it's been a long time..and the exams have really crashed us..so yeaps..time for us to go out and get some fun b4 we go back to school on monday to face the music.hahhas..the papers are ready by friday..stupid lahs..they juz wont give us another day for the break..so we only have a day to have fun..and that's it..sighs..i think that's damn saddening!sighs..

how was sports day?this is random..i'm getting tired..hahahs..mayb cuz most of my brain cells are killed after the tiring papers..and today got emath pp1 today oso..no calculator!killed so much of my brain cells!!!hehe..

yall blog more often can?
hehe
lovelove
-dar-

so heyhey!! it's been so long since i blogged here.
there's really nothing much nowadays.. is it the same for everyone?
haha
that's why we're not blogging?! ahaha!!
hmmm...
oh!
i went to make specs yesterday!!
my sis chose it for me. typical plastic specs that's so common nowadays.
my sis said i've got a metal one, so shld just get a plastic one....
well the main thing is it's transition lens.
coz need sunglasses in new zealand.
wth, the problem about us short sighted people is having the trouble of wanting to make sunglasses with degree. got such thing? haha.
and you can't possibly be wearing those contacts coz you're going to the sea and everything. and you just dunno what can happen to your eyes.
so transition lens does the job!!
haha
yupyup, the specs is RED.
hahaha, how interesting...
i realised my face suit red, somehow...
hahaha.
cannot believe it...
just like i cannot accept that my left zhuans are better den my right.
coz i've always thought my right better den left....
it's just so hard to imagine. heh!

yesterday went out with friends to get things that we need for the nz trip...
damn angry! haha, ok not very....hahaha!!
i got to lavender like before 2.30, the meeting time.
and i received a msg abt the change of venue to bugis.
so feeling that the trip was wasted, i went to bugis...
go there, see them there. waited around for dunno what.
finally they decided to go suntec!
wth!! arghhh.... it's like making me travel around wasting my time and money, but end up going somewhere else!
grr...
ended up buying socks only. haha!!
but well, we shopped around...
heh!!
quite fun... but quite not fun also.
haha
coz everyone was damn tired...
the only funny part was when we ended up doing a techno remix band!
hahahahaha!!!
toopcitoopcitoopci....
weaogn weaogn weaogn... where shenghui just sounded like a cat in the end..
hahaha..
damn funnny!!!

we go out shopping one of the days in june ok!
before that we study hard!! den we can go play for one day!!! OK?! =DD
shopshop!! XD

i'm so excited!!
haha
going to nz soon!!
this thursday!
but i'll be damn sad coz i am quite sure i'll get the thing you dread most when going for an outdoor camp.
and i'll be the first to get interviewed lah!
wth.
luckily there's only shiyan and yanling!
haha
coz a lot of people still having lessons..
lalala...

there was a broken dance relay!!
i tink they missed my name... awww =(
i didn't know about the dance workshop on 2nd june until i was looking through christine's inbox...
and i still went to sign up for the artemis camp.
luckily mr teo says that can excuse me for the last day, just that need xielaoshi to give excuse letter to mr seow...
and heard a lot of schools invited.
of which nanyang is included!!! YAY!
happy happy

ok, i gotta get ready for ballet soon!!
envy me... hahaha...

ok, 多多保重！
heho!!

-liying

i realised i haven't been bloggin so i shall blog!hahas...

actually nothing much to blog about cuz i'm having exams and my daily routin revolves around studying studying and studying...which is super boring..hahas..but it's been quite okay cuz there's lotsa holidays in between the papers..and there's a super long break from tmr to sunday before i die...guess what papers i have nxt week?! emaths history physics and clit...it's those subjects that i can die for...i juz hope i'll do well for my emaths..if not i can die liao...i think i dint do well at all for this exam...sighs...

checked our CA marks today...quite happy with my results.english B3, chinese A1, chemistry A1, physics B4, History plus SS B4, clit(amazingly) B3,Amath A2, emathB3...that's all right?i think so...lols...so L1R5 is 13...hehe...quite happy alr...my fren keep saying she cant get into JC...hmmms..cannot count liddat one right???sighs..i oso dunno...

i miss cca so much!i was studying at jurong library yesterday and i kept telling my frens my cca trng juz started and stuff and i wanted to stretch so much there lah!but it's so unglam and stuff...bleahgx..i juz canot wait to go back to cca nxt friday!!!rah...why cant my exams end on tuesday instead of wednesday???sighs...if so i can go for the nxt cca...sighs...

-I WANNA DANCE SO MUCH-
love,
-dar-

Rj dance night was great!
Hot dancers.
Good dancers.
Pretty dancers.
Most importantly, there were our dearest NANYANG DANCERS!

Tribal dances aren't that bad after all. They can do it nicely too!!

anyway, Xin Ying is president for RJ Chinese Dance. She was intending for a CIP dance thing, joined efforts of RJ NJ HCI.
damn cool!!!
haha, damn funny. xinying asked me and youxin go be president. so that we can all come together and organise it. HAHAHA!!!
she say until damn funny, like as if you say you want to be den you get to be. haha!!!

sorry to backout last minute, i tink i'll be just running for pres and dance i/c.
whether I get it or not, that's another thing.

yup, hopefully yall will get to borrow rj dance night vcd, if yall have missed it.
it's quite interesting!

-liying

hahaha, i'm here again. coz i ended halfway yesterday
hahaha.

yar, running for all the posts.
damn funny lah
i was tinking abt it...
should we just run for specific positions?
rarrr.
i dunno lah.

yesterday didn't dance enough
just play play a bit.
tsktsk
i really want dance more den once a week!!!
urgh.
and i need to jog... poor stamina

going rj dance night later!!
haha!!
a bit lazy to go though
ahha
coz kinda far.
but nvm.

yesterday after leaving ny, went for dinner with jac
talked for very very long.
left jec at 10 coz they were closing already.
if not we would have continued.
felt damn happy.
to be able to be talking for so long.
talked about a lot.
school life, dance...
there was so much to talk about.
it's so nice to be talking like that.
it's been a long time since we did that lah...
haiz....

i'm so looking forward to nz trip!
come baq singapore and rest two days...
off to pulau ubin for artemis camp!
come baq rest for the night and
back to dance!! JUNE 3rd. argh. but hey, we'll get to train so be happy!!
rest for another day and it'll be SUMMER SCHOOL!!!
5 days of lessons, 4hrs each day. saturday is performance! =DD
oh crap, so i have to miss cca, if there is. arghhh.

whooo. damn cool!!
i like this man, looking forward!!!
hopefully ballet is thrice a week, or at least twice a week!!
den i'll be a happy girl!! yay!!

anw, heard that interview for exco quite formal and scary one.
haiz.
so weird.
ok nvm.

jiayou k korkor dasao and my in-law kaishi!! (haha, i realised i dunno what to call u...)
and hope we all get a post that we would enjoy doing.
peehua!! all the best for your mid years!!

-liying

hello!
haha it seems as though as long as someone blogs, everyone will do so too!
so i'll blog n start e blogging trend again!
if not we'll lag.

haha i went back at 5.30 to nycd!
a bit diao lar.
but we had fun!
daidao!
n our siaoness.
but it's more yingying lor.
i'm NOT siao.


eh btw has anyone found any nice blogskin?
cos i carn find any... to my satisfaction tt is.
as in got nice ones, but...i'm a perfectionist.
-.-


heh...i suddenly got writer's block.
den sleepy too.
ok good nite everyone!
all take care k!
:D
pee jiayou for ur mid yrs!
dun get 21 like me!
but u so intelligent. wun do tt one. :D


I LOVE DANCE I LOVE DANCE I LOVE DANCE!

ehhey!!
hahaha
having physics slacking lesson now.
damn stupid
like computer lesson liddat
going back nanyang later!!!
hahah
somehow a lot of senior batch people going
dunno why. hahaha!!!
great inds think alike huh! yay!
too bad sec 4s no cca.
i want to learn tong yi shou ge!!!

lalala...
later got chem spa.
i tink i'm going to die.
no ballet tmr =((

nxt week's an exciting week!!!
hahah!!!
only left 2 days to study!!
and we can go shop for winter stuff!!

but the following week got ten thousand tests.
poof.

kaishi and i are intending for more dance practices on ourselves!!
coz once a week is not enough!
bleagh.

okk. more updates soon..
lesson over now!!
take care ppl!
-liying

i'm so damn bored in school...bleaghx..i dun feel like going for guitar lesson later but i'm going..den after that i'm having alumni meeting in my primary school..i dun wanna go for it either but have to..am supposed to be studying now but i'm slacking cuz i really cant study anymore..my brain's bursting..and exams are starting on friday..so i'm going out with my frens to study tmr.right.not as if it'll help a lot..sighs.

i juz wasted time playing stupid game..shall go for guitar now..bleaghx.

-dar-

HAHA! since like i have to blog too!!
coz everyone has blog...
EXCEPT FOR SOMEONE.
hahaha

okok..
sorry i couldn't go on friday!!
had fever..
such an unlucky year this year.
had fever twice or thrice already.
last time was a few years got fever once.
went home to sleep lah.
haha
from 1-7
like pig hor. hahah.
after i woke up den watch tv and sleep again
haha, and i missed leaps the nxt day
should have just went lah! coz sheng only got there at 10 plus.
only had headache. haiya
seemed quite fun for my class.
wasted money on the stupid mc and medicine. just for the mc. argh.

haha, yar, wednesday damn exciting.
xiao yuan coming.
i'm damn proud of nycdancers.
all so zai.
so far all the pro pro dancers are from nycd lah!
do yall realise?
just look at our dance i/cs now, then there's qianyi rainerie yuhua, and there's xiaoyuan and her batch, jacqueline will be the next one man!! hahaha!!
like WOW!!! ALL NY DANCERS!!!
I'm seriously very proud of all our dancers!!
aren't yall too?!

and yup!!
we'll go back every friday ok!!
who's staying back this wednesday?? =DD
i've been told to prepare for my solo performance again. rarrr.
but everyone shld practice hard!! not for the crap solo performance of course!!
haha. coz it's definitely going to be tough on june 3rd!!
i don't know how i'm going to survive lah. 5th-10th there's summer school.
we'd better be working hard!!
if not we'll be getting lousier instead of improving!!
i miss laoshi's practices!!!

ok!! enough for now!!
hahaha

TAKE CARE JIAREN!!!
and see yall soon!!!

-liying